Defeated

by Heists

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lyrics

Suffocating alone
These thoughts over bearing and each night it’s wearing me
To where I believe
That what I had planned won’t become what I’ve seen
And each night it repeats
I breathe and I breathe
But I feel no release
God please take this from me
This haunting cold feeling of me versus me

Yeah I would rather be alone

Catch me running out of feelings
And I can’t take
Giving all I’ve got and yet I still break
I’m scared to fail, I’m left derailed
Catch me running out of reasons
To hold this weight
Can not bare the fact that I might not make It
Through this hell, that I help build

Now I can’t believe
That this tragedy has become my routine
Another night spent caged in
Fighting these demons who sound just like me
How am I supposed to just be
If I can’t even face this reality
That this is how it will be
Forever stopping myself from being me

I would rather be alone
Than in a room with my self

Catch me running out of feelings
And I can’t take
Giving all I’ve got and yet I still break
I’m scared to fail, I’m left derailed
Catch me running out of reasons
To hold this weight
Can not bare the fact that I might not make It
Through this hell, that I help build

Oh
Don’t you ever look back on what could have been
Know
I’ll never look back on what could have been.

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released December 11, 2018
Tracked, Mixed & Mastered by Lance Prence
Artwork by Chris Zagas

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discography

Red Herring

Jul 2021
Memorial

Oct 2020
Memorial (Acoustic Edition)

Sep 2020
Defeated

Dec 2018
Disquiet

Feb 2018

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